These past couple days.. i love food. hah

So!.. I am trying to lose 25 pounds for summer! so.. i can have a cute hot bod.. for swimsuits! and for myself.. just dont want to be fat or feel fat! well... so.. i have lost 7 pounds in the last 4 days which i guess is pretty good! But.
I seriously am dieing over these allerigies! Seriously i have sneezed LITERaLy 26 times now! i counted hehe! well.. Back to my diet. It's not really a diet.. Its more like im annarexic. but not. idk how to explain it! But.. Im trying to eat less food.. everyone in my family is against it.. especially my friends. Kayla thinks im going to die. But i swear. Im not! Kayla thinks im as skinny as a twig! Which is totally NOT TRUE!!! Ugh.. Im not balimic. Im not going to throw up my food! Im not going to starve... BUt on friday i didnt eat lunch.. Because i chose not to! i ate some of kayla's bread.. like i was picking off it like i was a seagull or something. Now. Guess what im eating for my delicious breakfast!.. ? haagen-dazs!!!!!! Fat free mango sorbet! Yay.. Guess how many callories? 345! Wow.. thats not a good diet food. But who cares! It taste like mango's! mMMMMmmm!
Omg! I HAVE to tell you about last night! me and brit and kayla painted more amazing paintings.. and then. i went over to kayla's cuz.. brit had to go to work.. but when we got to kayla's kayla wanted to dye her hair.. so we went to megans! Then i get a call from brit saying that delta dont need her right then.. so she got to come home early!!! YAy.. So she came and picked me up from megans! and we went to the store and bought.. FOOODDD!!! Yes! Finally! well.. I guess im on a diet.. But its kindof healthy food... we bought..: 2 jars of pickles!! mmm.. Then... milk,eggs,raviolies, chips,life cinnamon toast crunch, uh. i forgot , frozen dinners. and .. uh.. other stuff.. Who remembers? Its food! hah. so. me and brit rented a movie. and.. Then we got out our pickels! we lOVe pickles!!! i do!!! They were mini dill pickles! and every one was soooooooo good! and CRUNchy! hah! Me and brit have been sleeping in my mom and dad's bed.. because my mom and dad are in hawaii! Lucky them! While me and brit are freezing toes off... my mom and dad are tanning in the hot sun! NOT FAIR!! Well.. so the movie me and brit watched was called julia and julie. Cute MOVie! But brit fell asleep before all the good parts happened.. i finished at about 11:46. haha.. Brit's at work and is coming home at 1:00.. IM stayin home. And then me and brit are gonna have some fun learning about church stuff.. well.. im a mormon right now. Brit. Is kind of leaving like my dad. But .. I want to go with her and learn the truth. Lets move on to a happy subjecT! FOODd... no! I must Bid you a good day! !!
Thanks!
xoxo- carlz.