fridaY! happy friday!

ahh.. life! (: the word now... makes me smile! the proper word is: adventure. or dangerous, spectacular! (: why am i in such a bright happy mood... shall u say? because.. sometimes. its just good to have a whole day of endless fun! and.. unbelievably.. it was with my mother! (: in the morning.. i thought it was just going to be another day of... confusion, questions, and endless BORDUM. no. today.. was grand, great, spectacular! in the morning i woke up to the delicious smell of my mom's home Ade peach cobbler! (: Brittany and my dad are in Canada... so today was just a good day.. to chill ! but.. while i was getting ready Derek came to my door and apologized for what a jerk he had been! (; so.. then me and my mom went to the beautiful Lindsey that cuts hair, we went there because i wanted something, NEw! definition of new in my book: N: never saying no. E: endless possibilities, w: wonderful. anywho.. i finally got REAL bangs and layers! (: who knew this (new) could be such a life change.. i am now feeling beautiful, mature, and happy! then we went to the wonderful Target! (: i got a shirt.. pajama's and 2 brazeerrsss! (: mom was very helpful and happy! we also got a new bedspread.. that has already in the last 7 or 8 hours .. turned my world upside down! its so happy in my room now! endless colors, and possibility's! i am excited, energetic and yet! no boy is on my mind! my bedspread is a color wonder! the bed spread is all different colors and shapes of large polka dots! yet.. they all match the color of my room, the sheets are small polka dots, and yet i feel happy! and i feel.. the need to be! it makes me feel as if my life is a big gum ball machine! maybe.. i will dream of gumball's who knows! then me and my mom.. went to Mongolian grill! delicious place! and my.. new favorite in particular! i love water chestnuts, and tons of thin noodles! its cheap and you can pick out anything! for yourself! and they grill it right in front of you.. its wonderful! then we went home, and made delicious tortilla, grilled by my self, chicken with cheese and chaluala!/ hot sauce! the sour cream wasn't such a hit... but we still had laughs about it! then my mom obsessed over cleaning my room.. and wouldn't stop! she did everything! i was telling her that she has to stop! but she said no! and that she just couldn't stop! now my room, is perfectly delightful! (: wonderful looking, gumballish! and clean! also smelling like my new France perfume! who's life could be better? me and my momma then went down to 7eleven to return a movie, and get me a slushy and a couple movies! we got motherhood, and the time travelers wife, we tried motherhood first, but it was boring so we switched to the other one! i love my mommy! (: now.. I'm comfortable, happy, and just fantastic!
question: have you had a major mother daughter date with your mom yet? if not.. do it! or... just be insanely happy sometime! forget all the stuff you (could) be depressed about and go buy yourself a polka dot bed spread!
xoxo-carlz

wednesday.. wednesday!

so.. yesterday i was forced to wake up! i got a big lecture by my dad about my life and how i need to do sports and stuff... but. sports are NOT my thing... anyway so then he drops the bomb on me... i had to drive to salt lake.. with shawn and my dad to pick up prada for the green tea buissness... poopie.. then. we got back n.... i sat at home.. idr: i dont remember. what i was doing.. but.. then after that.. i guess. there is this fusion thing.. and i did NOT want to go to it.. so i made a pretty big deal of it! (: ha.. i ended up. threatening my dad then i locked the door and sat in my mom's tub.. and turned the water on.. brit was with me so then my mom and dad got home and i was like: so do you really want to take me now?ha! (: so i won.. and brit stayed home with me.. and my dad said: if you dont come im gonna take the internet away from you for a week! and i said... go ahead.. so then they got home and he was like: fine.. i decided that i shouldnt take the internet away from you! (: haha.. so ya! then.. brit got home! (: yay... me and her had a date to watch the run away's but my dad wanted to watch it/ proof watch it... before me.. cuz it was rated r. so.. they ended up turning it off.. cuz.. i guess it was 2 (sexual) ha! (: anyway... befur that ... i am trying to lose 20 pounds... and we have that giant costco cake .... layin around the house.. and i ate to much of it.. so i told my dad to throw it away... and then he said: FOOD FIGHT! so then i ran upstairs and got on clothes.. i dont care about much. by the way.. i looked like crap.. so ... i got on my skirt cuz.. i never wear skirts anymore. ha! (: so.. brit comes outside.. my dad grabs a hand full of the cake.. and smears it all over my face.. im the only freaking one getting attacked! then i grab a handful and smear it all over in brit's hair! then she gets like tons! and smears it all over my hair.. i fell on the grownd.. and i was literaly spitting up cake.. and dripping chucks of it from my hair! (: then i smeared it on my dads chest! and then .. i ran in the back yard and brittany attacks me! with so much freakin cake! so then i put some down her shirt... and then i put some down her pants! (: plah! so... ya.. it was fun.. ha! (: we walked around the neighberhood in our war outfits... and the andersons were.. like lookin at us like: "what the crap are they doing!?!?" haa.... so me and brit were cracking up! and.. then we got home.. and my mom took a picture of us.... i have them.. so here ya go! well there up therrr ^
anyway then i just watched glee.. and went to bed! (: ta ta!
question: have you ever had a food fight with costco cake? if not.. put that on your bucket list! (:
xoxo-carlz

Monday.. monday

so er... yesterday.. i woke up! (: and.. finally my dad got me unlimited texting! (: yayyy..... so i was texting chase! luff him.. hes like my best guy friend... but its gay because he just tells me awwwish stuff to make me happy.... plah.. i finally texted Keaton.. even tho he is a complete doucher...... (: but whatever. haha.anyway... so me and my dad went to lagoon.. and he just loves playing games there.... idk why.. he always play's spill the milk. plah.so he won and he was like: WINNNA!!!!!!! SPILL THE MILK! way loud! and we got a prize and i was like: er.. i dont want that. so we gave it to some cute little kid... and it like made her day! (: she was all cuddlin it! hehe.. so anyway. we went on colossuss... and my dad was like scared.. haah.. ha... then we went on wicked! and my dad's hair.. was going insain.. and his tounge was freaking like falling out of his mouth.. hahah so then he was like omg.. we have to go home. so... yesterday i finally prayed... for the first time.. in like months. i asked God if i should come to him.. because every one is just shutting me down.. and i said if i should come to you and be a christian and drown myself in grace to please give me a sign.. so anyway me and my dad got back... ps. we were on the freaking scooter... so gay.. ahah! but.. so we get home and i was like: er..... the garage door isnt open cuz we shut it.. and ... no one went out the front door.. dad we are locked out. so we search all the doors... and.. we were locked out my dad doesnt even have any kind of a freaking key! so brit is working at orbit then she goes to delta... my mom isnt getting back till like 8... so its like 2.. so we had to drive all the way down to bountiful to my sister's work to get the garage door opener.. so we had to drive the freaking backroads...aha.so it took like 35 minutes to get there... and 35 minutes to get back.. cuz.. we were on a little Italian scooter..so we stop at a gas station and im like: i neeeeddd watter! so...... my dad got gas and gave me some money.. to get water...a 5$ bill... so.. ya.i went in and bought to jumbo evian's cuz.. thats my favorite water.. ahaha... so my dad got all mad at me.. cuz i spent 4 bucks on water... ehhe(: then we got the keys.. and started driving home.. we stopped at a bakery.. and it was like this huge place.. but had like nothing in it.... ha. so i got a chocolate covered strawberry! it was soooo good cuz.. the chocolate was like fudge! i got sunburnted... haha... anyway so we get home. and you know how.. i prayed to god? to give me a sign? well.. we get home.. and there is a freaking dove on my window! wow.. that doesn't happen everyday.. and it wasnt a pigeon! aha.... so anyway then we went to pepper bellies.. and i got a enchilada... the chicken.. was gross it tasted like school chicken.. but my mom got a huge burrito thing with like this mexi rice.... so i just ate some of that.. i mean i ate my whole burrito.. and it was tiny.... it was like 3 inches.. anyway then we get home.. i watched glee.... like the first couple episodes! so.. anyway.... that's all.... (: brit got home and logan wrote her back! hehe... Logan is her ex.. and they are having a fight about the church.. plus he's on a mission.. ha.
thats how the cookie crumbles! (: plah!
question: have you checked up on your monkey? my monkeys name is bob.... but... charles is still my favorite! (: hhehe
xoxo-carlz

hippo hippo! (: have to tasted a rainbow?

i love my hippo!! (: hippo hippo! so um....i am just watching the office my arm is killing me because me and my dad were playing wii tennis.. and i beat him 5 times in a row.. and he beat me once! so my arm.. is like throbbing .. plus! (: we played rock band.. cuz i found everything.. i had a long scary search downstairs.. i found the drums and the guitar but the microphone.. was somewhere i didn't know.. so i opened one of the drawers, and found this creepy Lizzie McGuire doll.. that was plastic and was like smiling.. it was scary so i closed the door screamed around for a little bit ran up the stairs... then had to come back down.. and find it. so then i opened the other door and found wii sports! (: and the rock band mike! (: i love the songs.. maps, i'm so sick, dirty little secret, i think im paranoid.. so ya! (: my dad wanted to play Boston! so i had to sing it and boy was that hell! (: he failed and i failed.. he wanted to play it over and over.. so now my voice is gone too because freaking heck!, it was like so weird... anyway so then we played wii.. now I'm just up herrr... and not tired.. but it was funny when we were playing wiisports because my mom went upstairs and was trying to sleep, let me just tell ya bartosiewicz's get really competitive! haha! so the whole time.. mom was trying to sleep while i was winning and was like: STICK THAT IN YOUR JUICE BOX AND SUCK IT! SUCK IT!!!!!!!!! haha.. i was laughing when i heard: IM TRYING TO SLEEP GOSH DAMN IT! haha! (:
well.. brit just got home.. and Derek hasn't stalked me today! (: woot! let me get back to my show! (:
question: have you tasted a rainbow? they do not taste like skittles!
xoxo-carlz

lameish. derek is a poo

um.. one word: exhausted! i am so freaking tired its not even funny! i slept on the freaking chair for 3 hours.. and then my mom and dad woke me up.. plah. today.. was okay. it was kinda... cool. but stressfull at the same time.. um. so anyway.. today i went to fushion at the alpine with brit.. it was.. okay.. haha! (: so then we went to worship.. then we went to mongolion grill (: I ate so much freaking food! well.. yesterday. was funner then today! ahah.. but way stressful and annoying well.. me and brit went to the mall (: and i bought a really cute lacey shirt from wet seal (: then we got home.. and derek freaking bynum.. bugs the living shiz out of me.. so on facebook a few weeks ago.. derek was asking me.. where do you live? and derek.. is my age and went to my school.. and i thought i was done with him when the bell rang to go home so i guess not.. he asked carson cherry where i lived because carson lives in my neighberhood..so they came to my door and i told brittany to just tell them that i wasnt here.. so they freaking are so stubborn and kept ringing the doorbell and said: oh we will wait... so i eventually had to come out and talk to them.. they just said they were here to bother me.. and then i told them to go home and they said no so i chucked a water bottle and slamed the door! and then they left.. then 2 hours later they came back and they were so so so so so annoying..! so me and brit told them they HAD to leavE! and they wouldnt! and they kept sticking they're feet under the garage door so that it wouldnt close.. and then me and brit decided to go to dinner.. and they were still there and derek was like hitting me and pulling me.. and telling me i couldnt go! and i was like ugh! so me and brit tried to get in the car but derek was leaning on the car door! so i swear.. we should have called the cops.. then we had to leave.. and derek was saying that we were runnin over his foot.. but we weren't so he was just being and immature idiot... anyway we finally got out of there.. if they come next time we are going to call carson's parents or have my dad yell at them.. anyway so they havent come back yet.. but hey its sunday! so... yeah. so um.. now im just watching the adams family! (: so anyway..thats all.... brit went to work and my mom and dad are watching tv down a stairs a! (;
da da da(snap) (snap) da da (snap) (snap) da da da da (snap) (snap)! da da da da da da! (snap) (snap)!

question: have you checked inside your ear for a pot of gold todaY?
haha
xoxo-carlz

i love you charles (:

well.. shall i say.. i have a few days to catch up on.. lameish. well.. so on... thursday i ruined the spagetti and went to the mall with brit (: i got 3 bean burrtios! (: heheh well then me and brit rented remember me and i hate valintines day.. but we started falling asleep in i hate valentines day because it was RETARDED and all about flowers..anyway.. lol (:
in the morning.. i was forced to wake up because i had to freaking go with brit to salt lake.. i hate salt lake.. there is just somethin about it that .. i just dont like :P plah so anyway.. then i had to go to lagoon with the freaking childs.. i mean i love alicia. but.. sometimes... i just. ya.evan and all of esther's neices and nephews were there. i hope amanda has a freaking little boy.. cuz boy's are so cute! (: anyway... we went on 10 rides: the log ride, colosus, spider, wicked, screamer, the cliffhanger 2 times, the wild mouse, rocket, sky ride, rattle snake rapids! it was crazzyy... my feet hurt and they had blisters.. :( but then i had to go to the freaking mormon tabernacle choir! :P lameish. i mean it was cool.. but ive sang in them and been to like 10 before.. so im kinda sick of it.. plus my family isnt mormon so it was kind of awkward.... plah yeah. the ride home was gay cuz there was tons of traffic.. and esther kept on either punching me in the boob or in the eye.. it hurt and she was kind of pissing me off... plus lagoon reminded me of keaton. but keaton is a douche to me.. so whatever.. esther... is kind of immature because im 13 and she's 11..so shes way taller then me im 5.3 and shes 5.7! so ya.. there is a mature difference in there.. ahahha! (: but then.. i got locked out and i was soaked! because of all the wet rides.. so i had to go to the freaking concert in my wet bra and undies..:P and i got all mormonized.. with dress up. cuz i had to wear a skirt that goes down to my ankles... plah. lameish. but then i got home.. and me and brit had a hulu.com marathon of the hills, and 10 things i hate about you! then.. guess what today i finished a season. and thats the only season! :(( <- double chin smiley. then me and brit slept in my bed.. haha. well then i guess this is the morning.. so um. ya! (: but at lagoon esther ate like all my dippin dots.. and she was like: "Carly! buy me one and i was like no! cuz... they are like 5 bucks.! so im not going to freaking buy her one! :P plah.. so then ya. brit is in salt lake to drop off all her camera stuff.. and i didnt want to go so yoya! and then... well a couple day's ago.. my phone ran out of messages.. so i miss guys like crazy.. plah i hate not texting.. its stressing me out.! but.. anyway. ya. (: hah... well .

I LOVE MY HIPPO! his name i charles! (:
omg omg omg... you know that fly that was buzzin around my room.. its like laying down dead under the computer nasty nasty..
i love charles! (: i love you charles! (:
xoxo-carlz

etc. flllyyy..

da da bum bum (snap) (snap) da da bum (snap) (snap) da da bum da da bum da bum bum (snap) (snap) they're creepy and they're cooky mysterious and spooky the bartosiewicz family! (:
carly... sweet. get a broomstick and sweep them! the bartosiewicz family! (snap) (snap)!
im so freaking hiper! (: i drove to idaho falls with my dad and shawn/ his buisness partner! (: for some reason.. i am strangly loving the adams family even tho its in black and white but.. it was made way way before (my time) it was made in 1964! (: my dad is ancient.. he was 4 back then! (: my mom.. was too! (: i was... not even thought of being concieved yet! (: well.. anyway back to idaho falls! i drove there... (sigh) it was such a long drive the whole time i was either sleeping or getting coffee, or food, mainly listening to my ipod. but... there was a bright side! :P plah! my dad had to go to idaho falls to get some product and talk to his employee's ... he owns this thing called green tea hp... ? its supposed to be like a health drink/energy drink/loosing weight drink.
so anyway.. i got my nails done..! (: yay... the chinese dude.. was doing them way to fast and as soon as he got done with me he just through my nails on my lap and picked up his psp! lameish! hes retarded... then i had to use my dad's debit card because he was on the phone.. so i had to sign the little receipt... but..i signed it way way girly with all little hearts on the i's and stuff! (; lol
but the chinese.. cant read english.. so i dont think they noticed. bahahaha! (: flyy.... i hate fly's sorry i went a little random there.. haha but.. then i went to old navy.. and was looking for bikini's and i found like 10,000,000! hahaha... but i only bought one and guess what?!?!? they were on sale.. woot woot! so.. ya. then.. um we left the mall and bought pretzel maker... i love those little pretzle bights that are dipped in nacho cheese! ahhaha... (not- cho cheese!- the annoying orange) then we... started to drive home.. ahaa but then shawn and my dad stopped at a casino for like 30 minutes.. i had to stay in the car of course and my dad came out with 250$! so i was being sarcastic and was like: can i have some of the dough?!!? and he was like sure thing! and gave me 20$! yaaa! so then..we drove home and i watched pretty little liars and then an episode of huge.. and then now im watching the addams family.! (: love this show.. there is a freaking fly in this room and its buzzing.. is bugging me.. well.. er. thats all (:
question: have you fed your hippo todaY? just... checkin.
ahahaahhaha
xoxo-carlz

my day

um. hello dear old blog, that nobody reads! (: well... i just wanted to tell this blog, three words.

okay, here it goes! I HATE ZITS. they kill! :P and are nasty! but i like popping them.. because then you hear the sound of victory your like: YES! finally! but.. it hurts and then you see the most beautiful thing ever.. your puss... haha! (: then you laugh and wipe it on someone! (: well.. im not like zit emo or anything.. i just like popping zits.. you got a problem with that? i love the ones.. were you just pop them once but.. i hate the ones that kill and then get more zit but wont let you pick them....! lameish... (lameish: something that is lame- ish..) thats my word of the day.

bamb! hot damn.. my eyebrow's make a fan! (: ahahhahaha! idk.. where i came up with that.. im really exhausted. but i am so random right now. because the only person i have practically talked to is my dad. because.... oh gosh here comes the novel.! :p plah! (plah: poo, sigh,sticking out tounge)

well.. this morning i was forced to wake up at 8:30am. lameish! to fly... fly like a birdie.. (sorry got a little crazy there) to fly to st.george. so we had to drive to the air-port.. :{P ha! (: so i had to fly to st.george and then stay at st.george for 2 hours to just check on the house.. but on the bright side.: i got to go to spoon me... and get a full! (:. naturaaalll! (: mmm.. ha! so then my dad got side tracked by this new little bakery that's called the sweet tooth fairy.. (: it was awesome! and its ... famous! they have these things called cake bites... they are good.. but whatever.. so i guess they sent some samples to RACHEL RAY and i guess.. they appeared on her show or something.. so ya.
but anyway my favorite thing.. was the cupcakes they had awesome cupcakes haha! random thought! (her candles smell AWESOME! - what happends in vegas) but i got a cupcake that was called strawberry shortcake.. my dad got roasted coconut. but that kinda tasted like soap.. but mine was the best by fa! so.. then we went to TaCO TIME home of the yummy bean burrito's.
i got an order of two soft bean burritos! (: cha! (: well.. then we had to go back to the air-port and fly home.... lameish.
well.. dear old blog! you wont believe who just came to my door! (ZAC EFRON!) jk..i wish it was zac efron.. but it was just... Brooke :( hampton.. lameish.. i should never have gone to that freaking water park because that started a whole new frenzy of the mormon vampires.. that suck the life out of the humans! (; hahahhaha..... jk mormons.. im not that meanish. so she said that i should come to this temple night thingy.. which they go to temple square and talk to the missionaires? so called... new born's vampires... haha.. jk jk. but anyway... i didnt want to so i just said that im going to salt lake with my familia! but im not.. hahah im staying home and going to have a hulu.com marathon! (: so long fair well...

SQUIREL!

ha!

xoxo- carlz

long post.. but 2 days worth

omg.! (: life.... has been CRAZY since may 20 or march or whatever that date was........ well. its

been.

hecktic.

and. sad.

and...... undescribable.

but... im working through it!

my parents want me to go to a freaking CHRISTIAN school! :( so i got really upset..

ran into my room and tried to get in my closet but my hands.... were to lotiony.

so i slipped.

and i cut my lip. and now i big chunk of skin ripped out of it..

it was bleeding.. but. now it just hurts.

and.. the chair/ stool flipped over.. and my butt fell on one of its legs! :(

now i have a huge bruise on my butt.! :( ouch.

i cant even do my famous kissy face.. with out it hurting.

plus! i had a total total break down.... the other day.

my mom and dad found some (to sexy) pictures on facebook...

then they found a (way way wanna be hooker video) of me... (looking like im a stripper.)

so they cancled my facebook! :( :( :(

then my dad was yelling at me.. telling me that things are going to change! in BIG MESSURES!

:(

then they were yelling at me: YOUR GOING DOWN THE WRONG PATH CARLY..and they even used... WE ARE DOING THIS JUST BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU..

what the crap is that!?

obviously.. if you loved me.. you wouldnt freaking yell at me.. or make me cry

then my dad was yelling: MY TRUST FROM YOU IS GONE! GONE!

that. made me ball my pretty little eyes out!

:(

so i was hiper ventalating..

and crying and even tho.. i didnt want my whole family to be in my room when i was having a mental break down and i was telling them: GO AWAY! GO AWAY!

nope.. they didnt go away.. so that made me PISSED OFF!

then they were... bringing on the: WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH..

my mom was like: CARLY. IT KILLS ME TO SEE YOU IN PAIN.. BECAUSE I GAVE BIRTH TO YOU.. IF YOU HURT THEN I HURT!

im like: WHAT THE CRAP?!!? YOUR THE ONE THATS HURTING ME!

seriously.. sometimes parents just dont get it..

they had the light on.. and i was crying myself to sleep.

then my mom told brittany that she had to sleep in my room with me just to make sure..

i was ok..

lame!

i hated that!

but.. i told brittany she wasnt my friend anymore.. and she started balling.

and telling me that i was the only friend that she had!

:( i was sad i wanted to say i was sorry and that i loved her..

but i was just to pissed off to do that.

so i ended up sleeping on the floor..

it hurt.

then i found a bug on my face..

it was like a tick thing.. it was nasty! and then i found the same bug.. on the curtians! :P growdy.

but.. then it was sunday.. the same day i cut my lip open.

and.. i cant stay mad at brittany forever. because she's my sister.

ha! (:

well...just me and her.. ended up not going to church staying in bed and watching: what happends in vegas! (:

haha.

then we had.. a little honey butter mess.

brit was grossed out that i was just eating honey butter out of the can thing.

so i told her to close her eyes and open her mouth.. and i tried to shove some honey butter in her face..

but she opened her eyes right as... my fingers were about to..

so it got in her hair..and the honey butter container.. was on the ground and she was on the bed.. and she was trying to hit me.. so i jumped off the bed then stepped in the honey butter with my sock... :( ha.. it was hilarious so brit chucked the sock in my mom's bathroom and when my mom got home she was like: what the crap was that goo all over your sock??

and me and brit just started laughing!

well.. then a few hours... later i watched stardust.. and then brit went to work

so me my dad and my mom.. went to the best store that apparently my dad says: (WALMART HAS EVERYTHING!) ha. so we went to go buy me a fan cuz.. my room is like super hot.

and then we just went there for a fan.. and ended up getting 114$ worth of groceries .. ha! (: thats just how my family works...

i got tons of Shiz! ha! (: just.. plain junk food! (:

salt n vinigar chips!

cosmic brownies

a bag of snicker bars..

a bag of peanut m&m's!

carmel maccado ice cream..

2 toy story mac and cheese..

etc.

ha! (:

well.. then i went to bed...

after watching left behind.. its like a weird christian movie.. its scarey.

now.. everyone is christian except me.. and amanda.. but i guess amanda has her own little family! (:

so..... yeah.. the end! (: that.. should catch up on 2 days ha!

xoxo- Carlz

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Its oK :) New life :) +

its ok to be in love.
its ok to feel life rush through your hands
its ok to dance in the rain.
its ok to tan in the summer.
its ok to feel needed
its ok to feel wanted.
its ok to dream big!

Every one gets a new life id like to start now:
no more sobs
no more tears
no more hate
no more good byes
no more wonders
no more jealousy
no more dred
no more lust.
no more Tears

Dear Blog! I have missed you so much !

Dear blog.. were have you been all of my life??? I havent blogged for soooooooooo long! OMg.. Today was ok.. but i hated gym. it was raining outside. so they moved the graded run up to today! UGh! i was going to stay home.. with my dad tomorrow.. when it was (Supposed) to be... ugh! it was soooooooooooooo hard! i almost passed out literaly! Seriously.. and i was trying to guess songs.. but you know when your hearing a song and you know who it is but.. you just cant guess the name????? ya that happended to me .. the whole entire time! one word. U.G.H.! which stands for: ugly grass hoppers! it was 17 minutes to! sooo hard!
Heahahhahahhaha.. well. 3rd period was ok. mrs.white didnt ever keep farting! every single sentence she would read out of the book.. all of the sudden (fart), (plop), (squeeze) .! ugh! 4th period was supppeeeerrrr awkward! because.. it was group pictures and keaton is still in my art class.. and i do NOT like him at all what so ever! UGh! He is ugh! haha.. ugly grasshopper! hahahaaaha.... we had to take group pictures and he was like right next to me. not only.. was he next to me in the picture.. he is always with me! i swear.. like.. because those are our seating arrangments.. sigh... 5th period was funnn.. sorta? it was awkward to cuz. keaton is in that period.. haha. he is in. 2nd,3rd,4th,and 5th! dude.. some of the school gods are loosing their minds if they think that its good for me to be with him for 4 periods in a row! UGH! 6th period was.. uh. ANNOYING! i swear half the kids in my class do NOT know how to use a freaking COMPUTER!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I always have to help them.. ugh it was so annoying because one of them is like really popular and he was like: "uh.. whats the escape button? i mean.. ive been looking for it everywhere! all over this screen..i mean! i cant end my slideshow!!!" Im like omg.. seriously its on the keyboard. he was looking for another 5 minutes until i finally pointed it out to him! ugh! 7th was the funnest.. because mrs.white was having the class just like text on the bean bags. and i was sitting on the bean bag.. just handing her books. first period was kinda fun.. i swear that old lady has no clue with technology! because.. erin was using her phone for a caculater... because there wasnt any left. so i wanted to use my phone to.. haha.. so i pressed the off button on the caculator.. and told mrs.white it wasnt letting me press any buttons.. but it was turned off.. you have to turn it on hahaha! so she just said just use your phone! yeeesssss! hhaha.. score for carlY! This morning was horrible! i woke up at 4:44 thinking that it was time to go to school.. so i turned my light on and got up. then looked at my phone to see if i had any messages! i felt so tired! then i looked at my phone and figured that it was only 4:44am! not 7:10! so i flopped back into bed.. and tried to go back to sleep. it didnt work.. i wasnt able to get back to bed till like 5:30. ugh. my pillows were to thick and i was freezing because all of my covers fell off.. ugh. then it was raining and really dark in the morning.. so it still felt like 5 and brit wasnt awake yet.. and my dad was dropping my mom off at work. SO .. it was insain.
ANyway.. Today i am going over to becca's to make a cake for her brothers birthday tomorrow.. its gonna suck cuz.. after i get back im gonna have to read..! ugh..
But besides all of that my life is good!

me and my (baby) marsha!

Face it. im hard to deal with.. And a lot of drama.. But hey. thats just me! Deal with it hot stuff.

Right now i feel like a bunch of bs. Definition of bs: barneys shiz. I mean.. i know im done with guys. but i have a lot of feelings for chase. . I know he likes that lara chick. but what ever.we are having texting drama.. i mean.. if a guy tells you he cares about you. then.. you know hes lieing. i mean.. what kid would care about a girl whos putting so much drama in his life.?

i have decided that i hate texting. i wish i could just teleport through the phone and just talk to the flippin guy face to face. but no... scientist havent come up with that yet! UGH! i seriously want to just scream! Really!?! you know what i need right now.. A hugging stand.. Not from any of my family cuz. that just feels like they are supporting me.. im a sheilder. and i dont like your family to give you big huge bear hugs. I mean. i want a hug from chase right now. but i know if he gave me one it would just be a friend hug.! i want one from keaton.. i havent hugged that kid for so long its drivin me nuts! he hates me anyway.. but what can you do.. whateve. his loss. so guess.. what.? i figured out why keaton just dumped me/ ditched me.. like expired milk.. it was because.. when we were REALLY going out... at the bigging of the school year I dumped him...
so i guess.. he just figured. why not.. break carly's little heart.? ugh. (breath)
well.. guess what. Im gonna do.? I really want to.. Really bAD! I decided.. im dieing my hair BLACk! and Getting a second piercing.. brit want to too! haha. Im gonna look super cute. [; .. MM... gotta jump in the clean machine.. Ps. Today i had waaayyy to many smartie suckers..

With a big smile on my face. + done with guys Brittany please stop harrasing me!++++++++++ school teachers just get a sub

I wake up every evenin. with a big smile on my face. and it never feels out of place.. dude... like i know thats my fav song.. but seriously? sometimes.. you dont and most of the time.. your waking up for school so i dont think that you are going to have a big smile on your tired little face! Point proved?

Ok. I am so done with these freaking faggets! They are just a bunch of heart sucking idiots. they use the word love like its a freakin catch phrase! i mean.. really? so. guys if you like me.. then . like me for who i am.. and dont randomly dump me like im expired milk or something. cuz that bugs the freaking crap out of me! Seriously! pick on someone your own size! and seriously? if you play footces and tell that person you love them everyday and every morning and every night.. then dont just dump them the next day. i am seriously dont with love. and no. im not going lesbian! Im just going to kill the next guy who dumps me! i mean.. i know that if your not going out then i guess.. its not really dumping but if you tell them you love them.. then its feelings k?

Brittany.. is so weird. i mean i love her.. but sometimes.. i swear i could literaly kill her! I mean.. ya know? its brit. She can be really mature at delta.. and with her cool 20 year old friends... but if your her family trust me. dude she is insain! haha.. ps. i love you brit! haha.. She pulls my leg, tears out my hair, kicks me off the chair etc. ya! Shes insain and makes really weird birthing noises! haha.. gotta love brit! lol! Well its getting late and its a freaking tuesday tomorrow.. plz? GOds of the weeks? make the all of the teachers be on something tomorrow.. and make them all get subs or not show up.. i mean mr.pizz is cool.. but.. still all of those other teachers.. please. make it be friday. mrs.gray- please give me an A+ even if i dont have book pages!?
GOod NIght!
xoxo- carlz

smile [:

Today was an okkkayyy day.

Hello.. So. 1st period was awesome.! Because the math was actually kinda fun and plus me and my best buddie brekka... were jamin out to drop it low.. ya know.. the one thats like shorty got them apple bottom jeans.. boots with the fer! ahaha.. so ya. 2nd was kinda fun.. we are doing a foot ball unit in gym! Weew? the warm up sucked. but i liked the drop kicking.. haha.! i hit one of the most annoyingest human bean! hhaha.. zack averlett! haha... the tip of the foot ball totally slammed his head!! haha. me and kayla were.. CRACKING UP! so. 3rd period was really boring with mrs.gray. ugh.. its always boring in there! Brekka's in that one 2! hah.. well.. 4th period was awkward. cuz.. guys are gay.. and derek was like forcing me to hug him... lol! 5th period... was funny! Well.. it was really boring! cuz.. we had crt testing... lamo! ahah.. then kayla i guess was reading my blog because she was done. and haha the kid sitting next to her Bridger? haha.. Was like totally reading it! I dont think he knows who i am yet.. lol! well i guess bridger is in the popular crew.. with like kj bishop and kyle gee and all of those clone freaks! haha.. no offense.. dear bridger.. please stop singing kary out.. its really disturbing. haha.6th period.. is just 6th period.. we did this gay... lame slide show thing.. really i would HATE to be a teacher because all of those imature kids are literaly computer dumb! Its tidwell if your asking.. 7th was kind of fun.. cuz.. me and brekka.. would sneek her ipod in my ear.. well its not EXACTLY brekka's ipod. its quintins.. haha. but hey! for a boy.. he has pretty good rap songs.. well.. obviously i have to go... haha.. Well adious! and my timer is up.... chase looks way different. the end!
xoxo- carlz

Tomorrow= gonna be a good day! and.. happy mothers day! i Love my mommy!

eyes hurting, book pages,phone back, then taken away again, long talk. tennis?

SIgh. Breath. slump. so guess what i went to church. guess what happend. my mom got tons of candy and i didnt. but thanks to my young womens teachers.. i got m&ms! and also a marriage lecture. about how i have to get married in the temple.. weeewww. said softly.! oh guess what.. ya i got hug attacked from my young womens leaders saying they would always be there for me.. seriously? gay..

The funnest part.. hmmm.. about 5 minutes after church finally ended was when i was chucking m&ms at lizzie and esther.. i suck at my aime.. but aparently i got both of them .. WOO!

Fun mothers day. my dad made pasta. mm. with sausage and peppers.. mmm. but every second. the door bell would ring and my mom would get a present. Chocolate or something. now there are a HUGe desplay of presents on our kitchen table. haha.

Whisper: you know what the best part of the food was? MY crepes!

yay.. i made 24 crepes! you know how long that takes?! and guess what.. less then half of them were eaten.. but guess what.. me and brit and mom where the only ones who ate them.. and they were so good! Perfect soft warm crepes with drizzled nutella and yummy strawberries diced in their awesomly good juice! Mmmm.... i love holidays cuz. those are the only ones where you get to eat really good food..! haha.. then about an hour or two... my dad was playing guitar on the couch. so i decided that i wanted my [talk] then. so i sat down and said: shoot!

haha i guess he gets that word.. then he put down his guitar and started talking.

apparently... i need to:

Do something with my life, a sport, less facebook, more reading, tennis?, start being less clutered.. , and stop being a sheilder., stop lieing, clean my room, get good grades, and be less boy crazy [like thats gonna happen lol]! haha

but then.. even then my dad didnt give me my phone! cuz. apparently i need improvement.

so i gave up all that chit chat.. and decided to search for my long lost battery! I searched ...... for like 30 minutes.. then my dad gave me a clue. this was it: its a place were love is. ?

what the crap is that supposed to mean!? so i looked in his room.. in my moms closet. up and down the droors.. and then ... he said: HOT! and i was like almost crying.. seriously i need my phone it is a need! so.. then...... i found it behind this statue of a figure of a dad holding his two kids... ? any way.. i had it for about oh.. 15 minutes. then my dad grabbed my phone and started reading all my messages! they were all from this chick nisi. ... and he was freaking out. cuz.. he thought i was hiding something from him.. whatever. so then he grabbed the phone out of my hands again.. and i got so scared my legs started to shake.! I started balling because now.. even my dad doesnt trust me!

so my mom then started yelling at me.. and told me to go read my book!!!

so i cried up to my room.. and read the boring book! its eclipse. i know it sounds good its part of the twilight saga.. ugh! Vampires. i just love edward. jacob is bugging me right now.. hes being a brat! haha.. well.. i have a timer.. for internet now.. my mom is yelling at me to get off.. ugh.. grownding sucks! and so does life sometimes! well..

my dad.. wants me to get taught tennis from him in the summer.. i mean.. thats the part of doing something.. haha.. oh well at least i guess it will be fun and much better than a bike ride.. well. thats how the cookie crumbles.. my phone is now taken away again.. for a little while! .. Well adios!

xoxo-carlz

ps. after i finish my reading..for 30 more minutes.. i think i really want to take a nice long... stress free bubble bath!

very hard weekend! Mothers day! Jordans Birthday! Church drama!

Dude. Seriously. Seriously. i just HATE life sometimes. i mean.. Chase. already like dumped me.. then i like keaton. and guess what!? ya.. i guess he doesnt like me either. BOYs are officialy GAY FAGS! Then. on top of all of that. My dad took my phone away from me just because i wouldnt go on a frickin bike ride with him! i mean.. ugh. then he gets home and tells me i need to change my life.. and there is going to be a long talk that is going to take hours.. that we havent even had yet! he says: "your life needs to change carly" i mean... really?! I like my way the way it is.. but i said."dad im a sheelder when i dont want to talk to people i sheild them." he was like" exactly! thats why you need to change!" ugh.. I saw sophie and tended her.... But. ya know? then my mom showed me her stretch marks... ew. i was like" how did that happen!?!" and she was like "a lot of brittany and a little of you" dude! I dont want to have kids.. i mean i want to .. but i will probably have to get a boob job and plastic surgury.. to remove their scars.!
anyway... Its MOThers DAY!
Dear mOmmy- I care so much about you. i mean.. if you wernt here i wouldnt be here! so thnx! for giving birth to me and giving up your skinny tummy so that i could fit in it! thnx for buying me crap that i didnt even need! I love you!
and guess what else it is today?! Jordan's BIRTHDaY~! Yay.. blow out the candles! shes a teenager FINALLY! Im sorry that i missed your birthday jord! i was in st.george.!
and.. im going to church for like the first time in like 2 months!! More than that like 3months! I just really dont want everyone to give me a hug and be like oh carly! No matter what we are here for you! UGH.. that just bugs me so kayla.. SAVE ME! haha
Bye!
xoxo- carlz

Picket Fence.. Airplanes with twisted boes! Feelin 5!

hey! wow.. i blogged really late! Well i guess my mental breakdown is okay now.. aha. im going to st.george and going to tend sophie! Lol.. yaY! well.. i just got done packing and i dont understand my title as much as you do! so.. Today i had a 5 year old moment! lolz! I was at walmart sitting in on cat litter in the grocery cart! Lolz! I felt like i was 5! Then we went to mcdonals and i got a cheeseburger! yay... Fries and a sprite! Then we went home and.. ya
baCk to toDay!
Omg! Seriously Gym was a ripp off! I mean really.. we had to do a mile! In FREEEZING cold weather! it was like 28degrees! i swear and it was snowing! How suckish is that?!? I seriously think that the gym teachers are on something.. i mean all coach porter does is just sit in his chair watching us run and eating mike a likes! seriously oh. and dont forget the can of coke! I mean really i was practicly drooling over that coke! Lol! Well.. we had to run times around the freakin feild.. and guess what else we had to do?!! We had to throw this really heavy ball ! I mean.. i got a b .. but still i ran the mile in 9:11! I was so proud of meself! i got a b on the jumping thing.. it was hard you had to run and jump! ahha.. But. dude. My gym clothes are flipping gonna smell.. because im not gonna be there tomorrow.! ah.. Hopfuly.
3rd period was gay.... 4th period was sad because keaton was totally ignoring me.. i think hes mad at me or something. i swear what is wrong with me i swear i flippin feel like a big fat magnet that repells friends! ;( ! Oh well.. i can still dance in the rain! haha.. I can live my life the way i want it to! and if people dont want to be my friends their loss! because i am AMAZING! haha.. Have you seen Miley Cyru's new music video.. i guess that virgin just turned into brittney spears yo dog.. shes out of the disney loop i guess.. haha.. i guess im just overly tired.. you know when you are like in the mOST PERFECT posistion in your bed and your head is perfectly in the pillows and your all warm.. and had a good dream? and then your frickin alarm clock rings.! iTs Gay! I mean.. Your like NO! I DO NOT WANT TO WAKE UP! ya.. its gay.! well i have to go to bed now.. its 10:43 ! bye!
xoxo- carlz