Livin Life: long post.. but 2 days worth

omg.! (: life.... has been CRAZY since may 20 or march or whatever that date was........ well. its

been.

hecktic.

and. sad.

and...... undescribable.

but... im working through it!

my parents want me to go to a freaking CHRISTIAN school! :( so i got really upset..

ran into my room and tried to get in my closet but my hands.... were to lotiony.

so i slipped.

and i cut my lip. and now i big chunk of skin ripped out of it..

it was bleeding.. but. now it just hurts.

and.. the chair/ stool flipped over.. and my butt fell on one of its legs! :(

now i have a huge bruise on my butt.! :( ouch.

i cant even do my famous kissy face.. with out it hurting.

plus! i had a total total break down.... the other day.

my mom and dad found some (to sexy) pictures on facebook...

then they found a (way way wanna be hooker video) of me... (looking like im a stripper.)

so they cancled my facebook! :( :( :(

then my dad was yelling at me.. telling me that things are going to change! in BIG MESSURES!

then they were yelling at me: YOUR GOING DOWN THE WRONG PATH CARLY..and they even used... WE ARE DOING THIS JUST BECAUSE WE LOVE YOU..

what the crap is that!?

obviously.. if you loved me.. you wouldnt freaking yell at me.. or make me cry

then my dad was yelling: MY TRUST FROM YOU IS GONE! GONE!

that. made me ball my pretty little eyes out!

so i was hiper ventalating..

and crying and even tho.. i didnt want my whole family to be in my room when i was having a mental break down and i was telling them: GO AWAY! GO AWAY!

nope.. they didnt go away.. so that made me PISSED OFF!

then they were... bringing on the: WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH..

my mom was like: CARLY. IT KILLS ME TO SEE YOU IN PAIN.. BECAUSE I GAVE BIRTH TO YOU.. IF YOU HURT THEN I HURT!

im like: WHAT THE CRAP?!!? YOUR THE ONE THATS HURTING ME!

seriously.. sometimes parents just dont get it..

they had the light on.. and i was crying myself to sleep.

then my mom told brittany that she had to sleep in my room with me just to make sure..

i was ok..

lame!

i hated that!

but.. i told brittany she wasnt my friend anymore.. and she started balling.

and telling me that i was the only friend that she had!

:( i was sad i wanted to say i was sorry and that i loved her..

but i was just to pissed off to do that.

so i ended up sleeping on the floor..

it hurt.

then i found a bug on my face..

it was like a tick thing.. it was nasty! and then i found the same bug.. on the curtians! :P growdy.

but.. then it was sunday.. the same day i cut my lip open.

and.. i cant stay mad at brittany forever. because she's my sister.

ha! (:

well...just me and her.. ended up not going to church staying in bed and watching: what happends in vegas! (:

haha.

then we had.. a little honey butter mess.

brit was grossed out that i was just eating honey butter out of the can thing.

so i told her to close her eyes and open her mouth.. and i tried to shove some honey butter in her face..

but she opened her eyes right as... my fingers were about to..

so it got in her hair..and the honey butter container.. was on the ground and she was on the bed.. and she was trying to hit me.. so i jumped off the bed then stepped in the honey butter with my sock... :( ha.. it was hilarious so brit chucked the sock in my mom's bathroom and when my mom got home she was like: what the crap was that goo all over your sock??

and me and brit just started laughing!

well.. then a few hours... later i watched stardust.. and then brit went to work

so me my dad and my mom.. went to the best store that apparently my dad says: (WALMART HAS EVERYTHING!) ha. so we went to go buy me a fan cuz.. my room is like super hot.

and then we just went there for a fan.. and ended up getting 114$ worth of groceries .. ha! (: thats just how my family works...

i got tons of Shiz! ha! (: just.. plain junk food! (:

salt n vinigar chips!

cosmic brownies

a bag of snicker bars..

a bag of peanut m&m's!

carmel maccado ice cream..

2 toy story mac and cheese..

etc.

ha! (:

well.. then i went to bed...

after watching left behind.. its like a weird christian movie.. its scarey.